I really do genuinely miss you. I believe I have not said that in a while. I do not recall the last time I said something like that because I already promised myself I would not. But tonight, laying here wishing I can sleep for school tomorrow, I feel like I genuinely do. It is quite difficult on these terms, when I know that I should not speak of those words for you. I just hope I did not say that or even somewhat “feel” that. I am great at not feeling a goddamn thing. But it is just.. I have no idea. I guess there is no explanation for it. Damn, I do not need this right now. What I need is to sleep for school tomorrow. Woop, first day of school. And I feel like crap right now, yikes.

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